Thank You

This is for you all. I crave no attention and I carry heavy burdens. I am messed up guys. After a really bad wreck years ago I went through bouts of depression, alcoholism and suicide ideation. I crave no sympathy. I’m just thankful for the friends I’ve made here.

You guys are more precious to me than many things. I hope I can be a person you guys make me feel I am with all your support. Thank you. I’m going to take a break from doing this. I just have a lot going on right now and as I write this I’m starting to get really unsettled. I love you guys.

I’ve been there
a youth far past.
For all the fear
mine I try laugh.

Reaching age I
never should be
I put a display on
none should see.

I a cold beast it’s
biting the mind.
All I have and all
I can not find.

Never knowing
which path take,
what is important
can not be fake.

Urging a caress
the dawn begs me
to speak of love
besides animosity.

Take me you are
a billowing cloud,
taking me beyond
the Devil’s shroud.

As I reflect on
things I’d change
in your hands,
no one I blame.

A fall came to me
yet in hands I saw
mine aren’t divine,
but in yours I thaw.